Well apparently i cant fall asleep. I tried going to sleep like at around 3 something but it didnt happen.. I guess i think about a lot of things before i fall asleep..
so i've been watching a lot of youtube lately but its of people singing and dancing lol. in my last entry i told you aobut music speaks. well ive been watching videos of those people :) they sing so good and play the guitar so well and the piano too. makes me so jealous. i've taken piano lessons before in middle school. i shouldnt have quit that. cuase now i wanna learn it again cause i realize how graceful and powerful of an insrtument it is..
i cant get enough of J.R. and Andrew Garcia's vioce<3 im in love with them. But right now im listening to Ryan Bandong. OMG he is totally the cutest of them all even though he wasnt in music speaks because he lives in New York. he is so adorable plus he has a good voice too.
I dont think i will get asked to any dances this year. i mean ive never been asked before to dance period but since its never happened, i just think its not gonna happen at all. Its my senior year. sighhh. Wilson people just aint gonna cut it..
"I'm afraid. If I find someone, that when I'm with them, I'm just going to think of you... I thought I was already over you, but i guess not. I was the one that did it. I felt nothing. Now I feel something."
idk what im gonna do about my tshirt stuff. i wanna start a clothing line or whatever but i dont htink im good enough. i htink that for a lot of things i do. i wanna design guys street wear. i love brands like The Hundreds. Is it wrong if I'm a girl and i wanna make shirts like that. shirts like with naked people on it but with a twist? im so interested in those ind of shirts..shirts that gangster skaters wear. i like Hellz Bellz too i think a girl made that up but im not sure and her shirts are edgy like guy shirts but for girls...
I'm going to take SAT classes. i hope its not too late...Then ima take the SAT in october. and have to write up my college essays and turn it in my november..i hope its not too late. im such a procrastinator. a really bad one. my parents want me to go to Cal Poly. I have not fucking clue what im going to do there or anywhere. or what i want to be. I hate growing up. I wish i had more time. should have watched less TV like my parents told me. now look at me. always doing things last minute..
I feel like this school year is just gonna be another school year.. idk we'll see..
My dad found a tarantula and put it in a tuper ware container and put it in the living room. WTF! and i felt bad after like the whole day so at night my dad threw it into someone elses backyard...
When my dad landed at the airport when he flew in from georgia he texted me "I'm in L.A. tricks!" it was LOLs.
I reallly want soooo bad like realy sooo baddddd to be warped tour 2010's pit reporter!!! omgosh that would be a freakin dream come true if i became their pit reporter! but iprobably wont get it since i find things out late and like i dont really like ever win anything..sighh. that would probably be the best summer i would ever have in my life!
gosh idk why but im paranoid right now that my mom is gonna walk into my room and be like "YOU HAVENT SLEPT YET?!" she scares me sometimes...lol
anywaysss this is what i think about sometimes when im tryin to go to sleep. a lot huh? well now i gotta think about what i need to bring to school today and if my camera's charged enough to take pictures and everything...
fudgeee im so sore from waterpolo it was so ahrd to walk normally this entire weekend..lamee
ENDED @ 5:31 AM
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